asslmkm.
alhamdulILLAH Alangs dah pass exam leganya tak terkira...mcam dah takde batu kat belakang ni. kalau tak dulu kaki mcam kena ikat n bila nak jalan mana2 tu rasa guilty aje sebab banyak sangat yang nak kena belajar...rasa takkan habis. kalau habis tu, yang dah baca tu pun macam ingat tak ingat aje. so, in the end, harapkan long term memory and also tactic ajelah how to tackle certain questions and also a lot of lateral thinking. mana cases yang tak biasa tengok tu, try to think How to go round it. like angah anak maklang kata, banyak tembak ke hari ni? (masa tu essay paper)..alang kata, hari ni bukan hari menembak tapi hari menggoreng aje..hehehe...
semalam wan called me saying that she was worried that atok had been complaining of some chest pain and shortness of breath. atok took it very lightly but i am so very worried as he is diabetic and it is a disease that can affect his heart and other organs. so i had to call him twice to force him to see the cardiologist. he went eventually, the doctor gave him some meds for his heart. alhamdulILLAH at the moment he is alright but i am still trying to arrange an angiogram for him. he had his stress test which wasn't good. tapi, i am already going off for my holiday that i cannot cancel. i hope all could be done this friday and settle terus before i leave, insyaALLAH.
hari ni, penat jalan kaki ke hospital sebab kereta lagi satu tu tak boleh start and uncle jai exam kat HUKM. so, i had to walk all the way. dah lah tu, hari ni my aim was to pulangkan buku2 library yang berat mcam nak mati tu! kira2 boleh besarlah biceps!hehehe..... then lepas letak buku dalam locker kat clinic tu, ingatkan nak pegi scaling gigi sebab dah setahun gigi ni tak di service, pegi2 tengok counter pendaftaran tu dah tutup..5 minutes before i arrived!huh!! tension betul...dengan hati hampa ni, angkutlah lagi buku, pulangkan ke library.
pas tu, nak tengok blog maklang sebab dia call semalam a.m cerita pasal our kazen yang sorang tu...biasala..manusia..alang kalau cakap memanglah senang aje, tapi kalau alang kena macam tu pun sure alang hot. takpelah kaklong, kita cuma nak rapat2kan family kita but kalau orang tak nak sudah. esok lusa susah senang..kot2 cari kita kita terima ajelah tolong dia but hopefully dia ingat that kita manusia is NOT ALWAYS at the top. ALLAH tu Maha Kaya, infact tak terkira kaya Dia ..tak payahlah nak proud sangat dengan harta dunia ni sebab semuanya pinjaman aje.
kita adik-beradik pun dah cukup. as long as kita jaga wan and atok dengan baik insyaALLAH kita dah kira oklah tu. tak payah buang2 cell2 otak kita mikirkan pasal dia. kalau arwah nenek ada sure dia kata 'mengabihkan bogheh yo!' koso den nak ingek...
oklah maklang, dont be so down hearted.i am here and all the others (your bloggers) are better of than him..
ACTUALLY, HE fits an indian's remark...PORDA CHIT!!
SALAMS...FROM ME MYSELF AND I....ALANGS
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
what a day..
assalamualaikum.to anybody yang somehow TERmasuk to blog site.
it's all about me, myself and I. this is going to be a merapu me..surely.
i am sssssoooooo depressed today. just did my exams just now. wasn't great. quite disappointed with my performance. everyday discuss pun boleh tak terkeluar pulak info kat kepala ni....apalah nak jadi. nak sedih sangat pun tak boleh, macam tak redha pulak. ni nak kena concentrate on the next paper pulak..which is tomoro. hopefully tomoro will be a better day for me and all my friends.i hope all of us are going to pass, insya ALLAH. i cannot think about how many people have sacrificed for me all these time. my husband, my son ucop, my parents and all yg doakan for me. i hope i dont let them down. to all my patients yang doakan for me wherever they are...i hope my family's, my patients and my doa are all going to answered.AMIN. i feel so tired after all the effort.bukan tak berusaha but takut usaha tak cukup.
when i am at this juncture in life the most frequent question i would ask myself is IS THIS WHAT I CALL LIFE? DO I really HAVE A LIFE? everyday pergi kerja, balik kerja and study sampai 2am. then same routine day to weeks to months and now years. i need to get out of this routine. i need to spend time for my son, hubby and time for myself.
i hope i would perform better tomoro. i hope i will pass. AMIN.
it's all about me, myself and I. this is going to be a merapu me..surely.
i am sssssoooooo depressed today. just did my exams just now. wasn't great. quite disappointed with my performance. everyday discuss pun boleh tak terkeluar pulak info kat kepala ni....apalah nak jadi. nak sedih sangat pun tak boleh, macam tak redha pulak. ni nak kena concentrate on the next paper pulak..which is tomoro. hopefully tomoro will be a better day for me and all my friends.i hope all of us are going to pass, insya ALLAH. i cannot think about how many people have sacrificed for me all these time. my husband, my son ucop, my parents and all yg doakan for me. i hope i dont let them down. to all my patients yang doakan for me wherever they are...i hope my family's, my patients and my doa are all going to answered.AMIN. i feel so tired after all the effort.bukan tak berusaha but takut usaha tak cukup.
when i am at this juncture in life the most frequent question i would ask myself is IS THIS WHAT I CALL LIFE? DO I really HAVE A LIFE? everyday pergi kerja, balik kerja and study sampai 2am. then same routine day to weeks to months and now years. i need to get out of this routine. i need to spend time for my son, hubby and time for myself.
i hope i would perform better tomoro. i hope i will pass. AMIN.
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