assalamualaikum.to anybody yang somehow TERmasuk to blog site.
it's all about me, myself and I. this is going to be a merapu me..surely.
i am sssssoooooo depressed today. just did my exams just now. wasn't great. quite disappointed with my performance. everyday discuss pun boleh tak terkeluar pulak info kat kepala ni....apalah nak jadi. nak sedih sangat pun tak boleh, macam tak redha pulak. ni nak kena concentrate on the next paper pulak..which is tomoro. hopefully tomoro will be a better day for me and all my friends.i hope all of us are going to pass, insya ALLAH. i cannot think about how many people have sacrificed for me all these time. my husband, my son ucop, my parents and all yg doakan for me. i hope i dont let them down. to all my patients yang doakan for me wherever they are...i hope my family's, my patients and my doa are all going to answered.AMIN. i feel so tired after all the effort.bukan tak berusaha but takut usaha tak cukup.
when i am at this juncture in life the most frequent question i would ask myself is IS THIS WHAT I CALL LIFE? DO I really HAVE A LIFE? everyday pergi kerja, balik kerja and study sampai 2am. then same routine day to weeks to months and now years. i need to get out of this routine. i need to spend time for my son, hubby and time for myself.
i hope i would perform better tomoro. i hope i will pass. AMIN.
2 comments:
salam ereen dari sg and tahniah di atas kejayaan lulus exam tu:)
saw your blog mentioned in maklang's blog.
and all the best of luck to uncle jai pulak.
now can smile kan?
thanx kak elle...all with berkat doa k elle jugak. sorry lambat balas sebab kat rumah punye internet...lebih ssseeelllloooowwww dari snail..hehehe..
alhamduILLAH all's over for this year. glad that now i can concentrate on other things for the time being.
definitely..cannot stop smiling, even during sleep. tapi suspence jugak for uncle jai.
actually hari tu, i almost thought that ereen dah fail dah. 2 of my profs dah gelakkan ereen bila nampak ereen menagis and menggigil before ambik result.pas tu dua2 kata nak jumpa ereen after ereen ambik result.lagilah menangis, as 90% sure i've failed. tapi alhamduILLAH, they just wanted to personaaly congratulate me. syukur yang teramat sangat.
bila k elle nak datang kl lagi?
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